I think I made a mistake by keeping my calories so low yesterday. I was fantasizing about binging when I fell asleep.
My boyfriend has some gift cards to olive garden, which is like a restaurant for young people - one of the cheapest "sit down" Italian restaurants with waitresses and everything. He's been wanting to go the past couple days. I looked up the soup and bread sticks that I usually get - the soup is 250 calories, which is ok, but the bread sticks are 150 calories each! I about died when I read that. He's been pestering me to go. :-/
Then again before I only had liquids yesterday, I had basically stayed at exactly the same weight the two days before that.
Two days isn't so long I guess. I think I basically just need to calm down. It took me months and months to get this fat. It's ridiculous to expect instant gratification.
Except I kind of do :(
Another shitty thing; my breath stinks! It's happened before, but I hate brushing my teeth and then having bad breath 15 minutes later.
Although I've noticed sex with the boyfriend has been much better. I wonder if that's just a confidence thing? Or because he was out of town so long and recently got back... either way, not complaining!
Intake today:
257 g Fiber Gourmet Macaroni - 605 cals
Another shitty thing; my breath stinks! It's happened before, but I hate brushing my teeth and then having bad breath 15 minutes later.
Although I've noticed sex with the boyfriend has been much better. I wonder if that's just a confidence thing? Or because he was out of town so long and recently got back... either way, not complaining!
Intake today:
257 g Fiber Gourmet Macaroni - 605 cals
@ AJ: Thank you so much for your kind words. You're officially my first fan, by the way. Did you know that? Although I've gotten 6 more since :D 4 lbs is a lot, it's just hard when I want to lose 70.
@ Kes: Thank you for helping me keep in perspective. Sometimes I go off the deep end. 4 lbs is a lot for one week. Like I said to AJ, when I need to lose so much weight, it seems daunting. I just need to take it one day at a time.
2 comments:
I'm so jealous right now lol After I did the sea salt flush I GAINED weight, and now I'm stuck it seems. I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do! I should be losing weight because I'm not eating! That's how it works. I could just cry right now. Congrats, though, on the progress. At least one of us is losing weight. I just wish I was too :/
I used to love Olive Garden until I saw how many calories were in their breadsticks and salad. And most unfortunately my boyfriend still loves it and expects me to eat like I used to, like four breadsticks and a huge serving of salad, more then I can eat in a day! Their minestrone soup is pretty good though, and with one breadstick it's pretty satisfying...as long as you can stay under boyfriend rader. Good luck if you go!
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